sometimes im freaking desperate for friends to study out with me.
asked jo out to study twice but she rejected me!
boo!
im nicer than her,
in fact,
im super nice to her.
whenever she need to talk, i'll just meet her at e voiddeck.
its not really a heart-to-heart talk
but at least im an avenue for her to let out whatever is bothering her.
at least i understand.

not productive.
sucked.
i sucked at studying.
sucked at everything.
a level is in 59 days.
FUCK.

just fuck it.
fuck me.
fuck everything.

dont worry.
im not an emo kid anymore.

im feeling peace and calm.
;/

//runs